Paroles de As i feed the flames of hate
A conspiratory silence fills my mind
A hardly mentioned name
Yet it permeates my every move.
Power of will is hardly enough
Accomplishing nothing but a delusionary
Sense of completeness.
Pretense, my own parody
As played by me to humiliate no one
This foolish game i play -
(my spirit) being subjected to ever new,
Devious plots by my mind -
Permanently scars my soul!
Etched in anguish, memories carved out in pain,
To maintain my battedred sanity brings relief.
While rest is an eupherism for torture.
Denying myself the memories
Only worsens the flood of emotion
Drowning me every time
As i struggle to maintain my composure.
It's asking to deny the reason for my existence
Because i feel that somewhere, somehow,
Our two paths will join at one point
Through some spiritual, yet tangible bond
Which so far had prevented all of my deceitful
Attempts and insignifant conspiracies to
Eradicate her from my heart.
Meanwhile i bludgeon pain into a manageable mold
Encysted in layers of hate, permitting time to
Pass as i maintain -
Hidden behind impermeable walls
Of my own bulsh*t!!!
Les autres musiques de Quo Vadis
...albo nie byc
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Paroles de Anomia
Break the cycle
Paroles de Bron
Cadences of absonance (point of no return ii)
Paroles de Czerwone prawo
Czlowiek swoim wrogiem
Dead man's diary
Paroles de Droga
Ego intuo et servo te
Paroles de as i feed the flames of hate de quo vadis.