Paroles de Escapism (english)

I knew somewhere in my heart that something like happiness wouldn't continue
But these feelings of liking you won't change goodbyeee forever to the fun days-aiaiai

From today, i'm alone i have to live without your smiling face
Thinking about all about those sad things i've put a question mark on the meaning of living

Ah i wanted to be with you forever so don't leave me behind
Ah forever wasn't there from the begining, was it
Ah i'm getting scared i'm walking the answerless road single-mindedly
Ah i really loved you

When has it become so easy to cry i want to laugh i want to laugh next to you
I can't laugh anymore painful sad i want to see you
If i remember it i embrace sadness quietly quietly i fall down
When i realize it, tears are spilling over i want to disappear i want to die i want to go crazy

Being entrapped everyday by the sweet temptations, drugs, and women i thought it doesn't matter
With some girl i don't know that i met at a club i picked my drug and had ectasy sex

Ah i name my beloved pet that i have only for tonight
Ah slutty bunny shaking your hips up and down just like i thought you would
Ah enchant me with your rhymical dancing
Ah my baby tonight was a perfect tone

Those days that the two of us followed our whims
Were contrarily not a lie i told myself
I keep fighting between the loneliness and the solitude
The weakling ran away from the reason

When has it become so easy to cry i want to laugh i want to laugh next to you
I can't laugh anymore painful sad i want to see you
If i remember it i embrace sadness quietly quietly i fall down
When i realize it, tears are spilling over i want to disappear i want to die i want to go crazy
You said some everyday words to me again thank you thank you i love you
At that place that we met by myself only me will fall