Lyrics of In a state of great depression

I have never felt so alone with so many people around me i gave up all the efforts to pretend that i am full
I have never imagined that i would end so fucked up that i would feel so close the breath of loneliness.

Now i try to change it all take decisions on my own leave the past and fight for all i dreamed about, i longed to make come true

Stop sacrificing your ambitions and fight
For all you wanted, forget the fearful past
This time you will rise a king to your world
To stop pretending, to find the peace of your heart.

She had lied to me with fairytales
For the future just a normal life,
Every day same things, same words, a frozen life children, house, rot in the same place every day

Stop sacrificing your ambitions and fight
For all you wanted, forget the fearful past
This time you will rise a king to your world
To stop pretending, to find the peace of your heart.

Now i try to change it all,
Take decisions on my own
Leave the past and fight for all i dreamed about,
I longed to make come true