Lyrics of Heaven

I got lost out there in this world
Looking for a brand new wave to fall down
It's no surprise that things got worse
And i think i never let me drown

But i didn't have to lie to myself for so long
I didn't have to let myself get so far gone
I didn't have to make the ones i love feel so alone
I didn't have to die to go to heaven
I just had to go home

While i was having the time of my life
I think my soul died a little every day
I always called to say i'm sorry
You said it's okay, but you should'nt be
Through it all you never walked away

But i didn't have to lie to myself for so long
I didn't have to let myself get so far gone
I didn't have to make the ones i love feel so alone
I didn't have to die to go to heaven
I just had to go home

Into the arms of my angel
Into the piece i've left behind
All i had to do to save my own life
Was to look into your eyes

But i didn't have to lie to myself for so long
I didn't have to let myself get so far gone
I didn't have to make the ones i love feel so alone
I didn't have to die to go to heaven (to find my angel)
But i didn't have to lie to myself for so long
I just had to go home (i just had to go home)
I just had to go home