Lyrics of Addict with a pen

Hello
We haven't talked in quite some time
I know
I haven't been the best
Of sons, hello, i've been traveling in
The desert of my mind
And i
I haven't found a drop
Of life
I haven't found a drop
Of you
I haven't found a drop
I haven't found a drop
Of water

I try desperately to run through the sand as i...
Hold the water in the palm of my hand
Cuz it's all that i have and it's all that i need and
The waves of the water mean nothing to me
But i try my best and all that i can to
Hold tightly onto what's left in my hand
But no matter how how tightly i will strain

The sand will slow me down and the water will drain
I'm just being dramatic in fact, i'm only at it again
As an addict with a pen who's addicted to the wind
As it blows me back and forth mindless, spineless, and pretend
Of course i'll be here again see you tomorrow but it's the end of today
End of my ways as a walking denial my trail was filed as a crazy suicidal head case
But you specialize in dying you hear me screaming "father"
And i'm lying here just crying so wash me with your water

Hello
We haven't talked in quite some time
I know
I haven't been the best
Of sons, hello, i've been traveling in
The desert of my mind
And i
I haven't found a drop
Of life
I haven't found a drop
Of you
I haven't found a drop
I haven't found a drop
Of water