Lyrics of Anatamony of desperation

Desperately trying to find my way
And hopelessly grabbing for the words to say
And i can't see, i'm searching for the remedy
And i want to be the way i dreamt it to be
And it feels like you're a million miles away
Will i heal when you're so far from me

I'm desperately seeking
I'm dangerously hoping the walls will come down
'cause i don't want to go home right now
I'm desperately seeking
I'm dangerously hoping the walls will come down
'cause i don't want to go home right now

Choking me with these words i say
Apologies: there's not enough to say or express
And i confess that you're everything to me, to me
And i'll be what you want me to be
I can't see past the broken part of me

I'm desperately seeking
I'm dangerously hoping the walls will come down
'cause i don't want to go home right now
I'm desperately seeking
I'm dangerously hoping the walls will come down
'cause i don't want to go home right now

Suffocate the things i hate with the remedy inside of me again
I suffocate the things i hate with your remedy inside of me again, again

I'm desperately seeking
I'm dangerously hoping the walls will come down
'cause i don't want to go home right now
I'm desperately seeking
I'm dangerously hoping the walls will come down
'cause i don't want to go home right now