Lyrics of The river

I'm going to the river and there i'm going to swim until i sink.
I've been drowning here forever.
So, it won't make a difference to me.

Don't you see what the buzz is?

Look at me.
I am nothing but a need to reach you.

If i don't go to the river i'm going to crawl into a hole and fill me in.
This thing will suffocate me.
So, you see, the only difference is when.

I don't know what the trick is.

Look at me. i am nothing but a need to reach you.

I've waited so long that i can smell the rotting of my brain and
I'm shaking and i'm stammering and tasting the sting of my failure.

Look at me.
I am nothing but a need to reach you.
Look at me i am nothing but a need, this need.

Everyday i see rage in the mirror.
It's dripping from me;
Throbbing through me.
I can't be any clearer
And i can see it right there.
It's on my wall and it's frightening me.