Lyrics of The brutal beyond

Took the plunge now i can't win
Tempted to commit some more original sin
I gotta find a way
I gotta find a way to choose
Not praying for my bride to be
Just working hard on my sanity
I gotta find a way
I gotta find a way to choose

Alone late at night
I got nothing left to do
Gonna try my hand at loving
Not think about the brutal beyond
The brutal beyond

Popping pills just to make me laugh
I'm chained down to my better half
When i've got no more time
I've got no more time to lose
Primed and groomed hanging at half mast
This looming dread covering my tracks
And i've got no more time
I've got no more time to lose

Alone late at night
I got nothing left to do
Gonna try my hand at loving
Not think about the brutal beyond
The brutal beyond

Alone late at night
I got nothing left to do
Gonna try my hand at loving
Not think about you