Lyrics of I love pain

I knew you before we lived
And our hearts were not ours to give
Its all that i have ever had
She could see beyond the lies
With her anime like eyes
Its all that i ever had
What more can be said of me
It was never meant to be
Its all that i have ever had
So i will just take up my knife
It makes everything alright
Its all that i have ever had
If she should leave
If she should die
Its not her that i dispise
Its just all that i have evr had
And if she is the first to go
Woudl that make a difference
No
Its all that i have ever had
Come on baby take a ride with me
Ive gotta show you something that you have got to see
And every single part of me will bring you flowers when you die
There is mr. death
Take him by the hand
And lets walk across this cruel land
You are standing in the sinking sand
But i'll bring you flowers when you die
You see i love pain
Love and suicide go together like the flowers and the rain
We can die beneath the tees
In the cool october breeze
Its all i have ever had
But if you leave then i must know, was i really here at all