Lyrics of Dead ends

Shivering
I am looking in at
People that i call my friends

Just a sillhouette
With a cigarette
And no idea who i am

There were songs in these eyes
But now theyre gone
If only i had held the light in

Flashing teeth
They are smiling
So happy to burn through their time

And i dont know when
But i lost the will to savor mine

Now theyre all
Stumbling to some other house
Though ive tried i cant find any interest now

It takes
The guilt of just a small mistake
To puncture the joy
So its poisoned by doubt

I just wanted to face the expanse
But those dead ends have come to haunt me
I had tried to understand
How i should operate this body
And i was sure, but i was wrong
If only i had held the light in
The darkness would be gone