Lyrics of Here we go again

I knew you were absurd but did you think you were the lord
When you said that vengeance is mine
Before you pushed me out without the slightest hint of doubt
Into the path of the number nine
So if it's on it's way on a sunny sunny day
To the beach where we first met
Oh how i wish i'd drown instead of being brought around
In your arms in the first aid tent
Here we go again (x4)
In the ambulance that day as they were taking me away
You looked into my eyes
You said you were in love but that it struck you from above
When you thought of my demise
Is it me or is it you with the sense of deja-vu as i brush with death again
And it's really no surprise as the tears well in your eyes
You're in love with me in pain
Here we go again (x4)
Well once upon a fateful day yes once upon a time
In my little world i met a girl who said that she'd be mine
How could i know that deep below her love was s&m
And if i ever try to leave i'm dead
Here we go again (x10)