Lyrics of What am i doing there

I no longer know what's real anymore
In the back of my mind, i have opened the door
That leads to the past and the love we once shared
I keep asking myself, what am i doing there

What am i doing there holding you tight
Taking down your hair lying close by your side
Making believe that you still care
My new life is here what am i doing there

I don't get much rest with the secrets, i keep
And i'm afraid that some night, oh, i'll talk in my sleep
How could i explain to the one lying here
She's loving me now what am i doing there

What am i doing there holding you tight
Taking down your hair lying close by your side
Making believe that you still care
My new life is here what am i doing there
My new life is here what am i doing there