Lyrics of Read all about it (part iv)

Looking at my life through my rear view
Reminiscing things since a child that i've been through
Mums was sick, i had a couple friends that died
I almost faced time for some stupid little petty crime
Hid away, vanished in the silence
A life full of drugs surrounded by violence
Looking at the sky, looking for the lords help
He can't bless me this time, i gotta do it by myself
Gotta write these punch lines, need to keep it tight
When i jump on the mic this life finally seems right
When i go to sleep at night all i see in my dreams is beams of lights
This is the time to fight
So i don't really care if i make it or not
I'mma keep making music regardless the spot
In my world i'm my own king
It's all about the music and right now i wanna sing