Lyrics of Drift/the ugly side of things

No, 30 seconds i will drift
I will drift again
I see this partition
Boxed in, ive always known
You say its all right
This mirror, this shocking sight
You say they call out as i walk away
I hear none of your words

Hoping to break this silence

I drift again
Im still denied
Its all bled through
I realize

This reflection suits me fine
The insides are just as vile
Understand this wish i made
Invalid and profound
Tomorrow i will drift again
Somebody please throw me a line
A thousand stories in my ear
But why cant i see

Hoping to break the silence

I drift again
Im still denied
Its all bled through
I realize

My mistakes
I stay awake
Through the hours
A fucking mess