Lyrics of Large in the margin

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Large in the margin
My drama unfolds behind closed doors
Told on the down low, i believe that i'm sold
But really i don't know

Maybe it's better but i can't think so
Maybe it's better to fight, one never ever knows
Believe the rumors that grow like tumors
More fun than the truth that we know

Trying too hard to reach a higher plain

Will fuck you up when you least expect it
You think you're moving closer
When suddenly you wrecked it
But all the same the pain gains wisdom

As if you ain't had enough then you're in some
Prison of your own creation mental dilation
Look at what you're facing
Placing blame in every direction
But in the end it's your own infection

There's no way to avoid listening
You'll always end up listening
Here's hoping the voices aren't too unkind
Here's hoping the voices are benign
It's easier when you hear it
There's no reason to fear it
Its you, you

You think they'll probably find you
Well then, you're probably right
'cuz they'll come back to remind you for eternity
When you gave up the fight

Somehow they always will find you
The voices in the night, every night
Keep coming back to remind you for eternity
Of when you gave up the fight

There's no way to avoid listening
You'll always end up listening
Here's hoping the voices aren't too unkind
Here's hoping the voices are benign
It's easier when you hear it
There's no reason to fear it
Its you, you