Lyrics of Would not come

If i make a lot of tinsel then people will want to
If i am hardened, no fear of further abandonment
If i am famous then maybe i'll feel good in this skin
If i am cultured, my words will somehow garner respect

I, i, i would throw a party still it would not come
I, i, i would bike, run, swim and still it would not come
I, i, i go traveling and still it would not come
I, i, i would starve myself and still it would not come

If i am masculine, i will be taken more seriously
If i take a break it would make me irresponsible then
If i'm elusive, i will surely be sought after often
If i need assistance then i must be incapable

I, i, i be filthy rich and still it would not come
I, i, i would seduce them and still it would not come
I, i, i would drink vodka and still it would not come
I, i, i have an orgasm still it would not come

If i accumulate knowledge, i'll be impenetrable
If i am aloof no one will know when they strike a nerve
If i keep my mouth shut the boat will not have to be rocked
If i am vulnerable i will be trampled upon

I, i, i would go shopping and still it would not come
I, i, i leave the country and still it would not come
I, i, i would scream and rebel, still it would not come
I, i, i would stuff my face and still it would not come

I, i, i be productive and still it would not come
I, i, i be celebrated, still it would not come
I, i, i be the hero and still it would not come
I, i, i renunciate and still it would not come