Lyrics of Smile, this song is about you

You should write this down because this is the last time ill say it
Im not a part of you any more, i dont belong to you anymore
Do you feel ashamed of what youre running away from?
While the prints are behind your feet, you run your mouth just like youre next to me
So think it through.

She mailed the post cards to my address, i pictured her wearing that red dress over the zeppelin t-shirt that i somehow managed to never get back
As i struggled to open the envelope, it turns out that my eyes can develop a scope
I zoomed in on the line that says im leaving, and im not coming back.
And youre probably thinking i should be sad but.

Thank god that my hearts in the ground, never once been touched, just safe and sound
Thank god that youve got it all wrong, know the back of my head sings the sweetest song
Thank god that you didnt love me, cause honey please know, that i never loved you
I know you will be back in the morning, so just keep in mind that i was ready to end it to.

Ive got a bone to pick with you, so light your match and let it shine through
Remember the bear that you got me for valentines day? well i ripped his head off
As the cotton fell to the floor, i felt much better than i had been before
I felt as if a weight had been lifted off of my back as a matter of fact
And youre probably thinkin i should be scared, no

Is it asking too much to start over again?
Im not asking too much just asking to pretend that we didnt loose it all, that it wasnt the end
Or will i wear my poker face until then