Lyrics of Am i losing control?

Sometimes i sit and contemplate
The bitterness of my lonely state
I know, i know i do create
These feelings in my heart

I look to you but you're confused
I feel like i can only lose
Stand a while inside my shoes
Feel the rain come down

Am i losing control, am i losing control
Was i weaker when i met you
Try and leave, i just can't let you
Am i losing control

Am i losing you?
Am i losing control?

Sometimes i sit and contemplate
The hatred that i generate
Tell me it is not my fate
To lose before i start

Oh you with eyes like thickened skies
When did ya start to mesmerise
Loving words a thin disguise
You know you are a star

Am i losing control, am i losing control
Was i weaker when i met you
Try and leave, i just can't let you
Am i losing control

Am i losing you?
Am i losing control?

I should've changed that stupid lock
I should've made you leave me be
If i'd known for just one minute
You'd become a part of me

Am i losing control, am i losing control
Was i weaker when i met you
Try and leave, i just can't let you
Am i losing control

Am i losing you?
Am i losing control?