Lyrics of Angry neurotic catholics

I'm suffering from depression
The anger turned within
What do i gain for all my pain
Perhaps a seat in heaven?
Don't do what you want
Do what you're taught is right
Your life is built on paranoia and guilt
Don't forget your valium tonight
The agony i must endure
My mind is painful and swells
The punishment for what i've done
Is forever the pains of hell
How come what is natural
Has to be a sin?
Why would god give me this urge
If i cannot give in?
They say don't give up
That jesus loves me
I went down into my basement
Confused and depressed
Put black sabbath on
Razor blade in hand
A wilkinson i think
Ten slashes on each arm
My only wrongdoing
Was being born human
And following my instincts
I never was happy
I never was sane
So i shall be extinct
The growing pool of crimson
At last i am pure
Witness my sanguineous penance
I don't need anyone
My soul's been set free
Death is total independence
Stand up straight
Stomach in
Shoulders back
Sound off
Angry neurotic catholics
It's a sin
Angry neurotic catholics
It's a sin