Lyrics of Just a day

Waking up at twelve in my clothes again
Feel my head explode from a night of gin
Another night out late, i don't wanna drink
Don't wanna be a clown, gotta get my feet
Back on the ground before it pulls me in

How come it ended up like this? and who's gonna
Catch me when i'm coming down to hit the ground again?

All by myself 'cause i don't wanna drag you down
Hold you down 'cause you're a friend, i blame myself
I guess you think it's funny now, funny now

On the underground with the freaks and frowns
Looking at the world through silver clouds
But then it all came down, i gotta rise above
The emotional flood, gotta cut these ropes
Around my hands, pull myself around

How come it ended up like this? and who's gonna
Be there when i've lost control? i'm heading to crash land

All by myself 'cause i don't wanna drag you down
Hold you down 'cause you're a friend, i blame myself
I guess you think it's funny now, funny now

All by myself 'cause i don't wanna drag you down
Hold you down 'cause you're a friend, i blame myself
I guess you think it's funny now, funny now, it's such a shame

All by myself 'cause i don't wanna drag you down
Hold you down 'cause you're a friend, i blame myself
I guess you think it's funny now, funny now, it's such a sin

All by myself 'cause i don't wanna drag you down
Hold you down 'cause you're a friend, i blame myself
I guess you think it's funny now, funny now