Lyrics of Comatose

I down cups of sludge
And stay up forever
'cause i'm too afraid of what happens
When i fall asleep

Can't drift away
If you keep on holding tight
Trust me, it's not worth the fight

Baby i swear that
I don't really know if i'm lying to you
Or hiding the truth from myself
And i'm sorry i'm not
But you deserve to feel dumb
If you thought i was somebody else

I know that you checked my pulse
To see if i was freaking out
'cause you were freaking out
But i remain comatose
From coast to coast

'cause everyone i care about
Is miles away
Can't figure out the words to say
That i made a mistake

It's not my fault
If i can't see
How you could fall so easily
And i am never going to be
What you saw inside of me

I'm thinking of
Reasons not to love you
Ways i can push you away
And it's safe to assume
When you step in this room
You should thank your stars for everyday

I don't really know if i'm lying to you
Or hiding the truth from myself
And i'm sorry i'm not
But you deserve to feel dumb
If you thought i was somebody else