Lyrics of Cosmic

I wanted to write a song called cosmic
I wanted to get a view of the earth
I wanted to be your lonesome cowboy
I wanted to love you til it hurt

I wanted the right to misbehave
To satiate my crave

I put these things aside for years
Til laughter took the place of tears
Its like i was asleep
You know im here, im here

I wanted to take your place just sometimes
To know the things you know and why you did the things you do
To say no one time and believe it
Oh, i wanted so much but only needed you

Wasnt it just my choice to make
The bed in which i lay?

I put these things aside for years
Til laughter took the place of tears
Its like i was asleep
Yet now im here, im here

I wanted to be able to talk without the interruption
I wanted to sing exotic words
I wanted to find a way to put an end to part of my destruction
I wanted to know what i was worth

And wasnt it just my choice to make
The bed in which i lay?

I put these things aside for years
Til laughter took the place of tears
Its like i was asleep
Yet now im here
(and its cosmic)
Im here, im here
(and its cosmic)