Lyrics of Rainy days

I'm looking out to the sun's reflective gaze
I was once all alone on rainy days
It was consuming the heart, the hope in me
So i searched a cure to set me free
The people spoke of disease that preys on all
A theory that would suggest we've lost control
And even with all my doubts i just assumed
That i would find satisfaction, be consumed
All my addictions are so, oh so lovely
In my prediction of time it's fantasy
I have swallowed the pills that make me sane
I am happy with hope and bound in chains

So they say it rains today
It doesn't matter anyway i know
I don't think i'll ever see
The tragedy that i turned out to be