Lyrics of Bingo

I try to find the words to say to you but i can't find them; so i'll just keep my mouth shut. i can't say what will make you go way because i don't want you to leave. but i can't see you and you won't hear me. i can't hold you anymore. to my surprise i open up my eyes and i hear your voice and i hear your lies, but i still want to be the one you dream about when you're lying in bed and you scream and shout that i should have been the one that was there and you should have been the one that cared, but i guess its too late and we're on bad terms but i've got to admit that it still hurts. so here i am again always stuck in this situation, i guess you could say that i messed up. if you go, i don't know if i can handle being alone.