Lyrics of Self-destructive today

Selfdestructive today
Well i think it might be time againto see if i can still take the abuselaziness is what is killing me'cause now i have the time to fill the holesbut i feel no sadnessin this grown up world i feel self-destructive today
Yes today is the day for something newto see things i never saw beforebut i feel there's nothing left for meand it's me that will self-destruct again, and again'cause i feel no sadnessin this grown up world i feel self-destructive today
I wasted all this timeto find the palace of wisdom on the excess roadbut i know i can, i know i will get there somehow'cause i still feel self-destructive today