Lyrics of Fuck what fireworks stand for

I just want the world to know - you've got me at an all time low.
But i wrote the song that broke your fucking heart.
I'm caught up in 'no sleep' and i nod my head with every tear but they're still drowning me.
It's cold and i can barely see, and 5 am is here again so hang your head with me.

I was walking next to you in a saturday night-type light.
The faces blurred in with yours as i stumbled some words on life...
I was breathing thanks to you in a saturday night-type light.
And when the faceless kids danced towards faceless ends i quit life.

"i can't believe that you're not dead"
Shrugged my shoulders, laughed inside, nodded my head.
And i don't remember anything but seven songs of chances gone, that's all i know.

Anytime you want to go, i'm ready to go.
Nothing shines on "feeling old" this isn't right.
All i want is a reason to smile before i'm dead, i'm dead, i live in denial.
There's nothing left inside of me.
You say there's more but i don't fucking care.