Lyrics of 03’ adolescence

I grew up, a f*ckin' screw up
Tie my shoe up, wish they was newer
Damn, need somethin' newer
In love with the baddest girl in the city, i wish i knew her
I wish i weren't so shy, i wish i was a bit more fly

I wish that i, could tell her how i really feel inside
That i'm the perfect n*gga for her, but then maybe that's a lie
She like a certain type of n*gga, and it's clear i'm not that guy
Ball player, star player, i'm just watchin' from the side
On the bench, cause my lack of confidence won't let me fly
I ain't grow up with my father, i ain't grow up