Lyrics of Myself

I have allways been different i like to be,
But every time they got something to say to me.
One day i had to be, i made a different me,
But got trouble next day i went to school, you see.
Two big fellows, which don't much about like in me
Put me in to the games where i don't wanna be.
In other words no one don't like me there.
Sometimes i really care. i can't be myself.
Then one day i didn't meet the chosen one.
I took a gun, party's just begun.
Inside of me there still lives a part of me,
It put me back to the earth, where i belong to be.
I get along well with this feeling in my mind.
If i should say something, i would say nothing
'cause i'll kiss my only friend what i've got, ever had
But still i can't, i can't be myself.
I'm gonna the way i wanna be,
Nobody wanna talk with me, no.
Do i have to be, or let my feelings free?
Take a look at me, the way i wanna be.
I made decisions right, my feelings came from inside,
I took a drug ride, i felt part of me died.
My life turned from that good to that very bad.
There were only me, my pipe 'n' those drugs i had.
One day i just will be, i'm gonna be real me,
I think i cannot be, i can't be myself.