Lyrics of Ways and means

Getting too busy to make amends
I should try to make it right
Are you ready for the shit to hit?
I think you say you are but aren't

Doctor, make it better instantly
You're the only one who can
I've been waiting here my whole damn life
And i've forgotten what i wanted

Maybe i can do it
If i put my back into it
I can leave you if i wanted
But there's nowhere else that i can go

Maybe i won't suffer
If i find a way to love her
I'd be lying to myself
But there is no way out that i can see

If i lied you'd know it instantly
So i just had to look away
All the honesty i've ever lost
I can't begin to even curse

I never knew the taste of blood till now
It's clear i never should have known
Breathing fire was never this much fun
So there's a dark side in us all

Maybe i can do it
If i put my back into it
I can leave you if i wanted
But there's nowhere else that i can go

Maybe i won't suffer
If i find a way to love her
I'd be lying to myself
But there is no way out that i can see