Lyrics of Suffocating

In the beginning it was worth this
Do the worst, feel complete
Passing standards others meet
(what we do best)

Now, perfect endings make you anxious
Heavy head, a colder sweat
Leaving nothing here
Nothing to regret

Why am i still suffocating?
Constantly devastated just to stay alive
Why am i still suffocating?
Constantly devastated just to stay alive, ohh

I miss the old days that we murdered
They're so far gone, out of reach
Watch your fate with summers heat
(well, it goes like this)

Without a break from this distraction
I need a change
A different scene
A new approach on coming clean

Why am i still suffocating?
Constantly devastated just to stay alive
Why am i still suffocating?
Constantly devastated just to stay alive

Still searching for a back door out of here
Reassured that old friends will reappear
Why am i still suffocating?
Hold your breath deep and i'll keep waiting

Still searching for a back door out of here
Reassured that old friends will reappear
Why am i still suffocating?
Hold your breath deep and i'll keep waiting, waiting

Why am i still suffocating?
Constantly devastated just to stay alive
Why am i still suffocating?
Constantly devastated just to stay alive, ohh