Lyrics of This time

It's 4 a.m. and i'm wide awake
Waiting for my thoughts to fade
The flickering of all of my mistakes

And as the light starts creeping in
I slowly feel the day i'm missing
But i won't even know where to begin

Do i push too hard? i fall too fast
A moment never seems to last
Will i stop long enough to know?

'cause everybody burns
And when it starts to hurt i cry
I feel it in my veins
I just can't walk away this time

The white circle in my head
It weighs so heavy on my chest
And i'm crushed by your expectation

I only want to do some good
Too dumb to know if i could
And i just wanna feel the days i'm in

Do i go too far, not far enough
Why can't i keep my big mouth shut
And do you lead the life that we should?

And everybody burns
And when it starts to hurt i cry
I feel it in my veins
I just can't walk away this time

Did i say too much again?
I'm just a girl in a panic
If i tell you my truth, am i getting through?

It just seems i should confess
And who am i to pretend?
This is more than i can carry

And everybody burns
And when it starts to hurt i cry
I hold my head up high
I know i'll be alright this time

I feel it in my veins
I just can't walk away this time
This time, this time
This time, this time

It's 4 a.m. and i'm wide awake
Waiting for my thoughts to fade
And in times like this i see your face