Lyrics of Journey to the end of my life

Every night i go to bed and take a trip inside my head
And i wonder exactly what my purpose is
And do i live to see a hundred?
Am i rich? or am i poor? what's the score?
But i don't wanna be surprised

I wanna take a journey to the end of my life
'cause i just wanna see what it's like
Am i loved? am i hated? in your face? or understated?
And how old will i be when i die? do i turn out alright?

Is my fate up to me? or is it run by a computer?
Will my kids go to school? or stay at home?
In the future is there peace or is there war? what's the score?
But i don't wanna be surprised

I wanna take a journey to the end of my life
'cause i just wanna see what it's like
Am i loved? am i hated? in your face? or understated?
And how old will i be when i die? do i turn out alright?

I just wanna see what goes on
A chance to put it right before it goes wrong
Select the things i say that i regret
And erase them all, erase them all

Save my friends so they don't get hurt
Get the mustard stain off my favorite shirt
Have more vision than a crystal ball
A crystal ball, a crystal ball
But i don't want to be surprised

I wanna take a journey to the end of my life
'cause i just want to see what it's like
Am i loved? am i hated? in your face? or understated?
How old will i be when i die?

I wanna take a journey to the end of my life
'cause i just want to see what it's like
Am i loved? am i hated? in your face? or understated?
And how old will i be when i die?

I wanna take a journey to the end of my life
'cause i just want to see what it's like
Am i loved? am i hated? in your face? or understated?
And how old will i be when i die? do i turn out alright?