Lyrics of Afraid of spiders

There is a chance
That i wont repeat the lessons that ive learnt
Instead ill make the same mistakes
Pretend for me, dont prove me wrong

I broke my legs falling so now im standing still
When this pain dont hurt, ill stop holding on

I'll hit and run
Pouring diamond clouds and cobwebs reign the sky
In spite of that ill stay dry, ill keep hanging on your threads
Still afraid of spiders

There is a liar inside my head
Thats scared to death to face the truth
Is this a one way street of promises
Youll have to lie to keep

I'm broken wide open, your safety catch is on
And as my hunger feeds, i can barely breath

Sweet suicide
The black widow drains the blood of butterflies
Survivals living proof that keeps me hanging on your threads
Still afraid of spiders, afraid of spiders

Is there more to love than simply because
Cause pain can hurt it the name of love
Simply because it does

So, if i kissed you now, would kiss me back?
Pouring diamond clouds and cobwebs from the sky
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Im afraid to let go, afraid to be alone
Afraid to give, afraid to own

I'm still hanging on your threads
Hanging on your threads
Hanging on your threads
Still afraid of spiders, oh yeah, afraid of spiders

Oh, im afraid to let you go
Im afraid to watch you go
Say it, why won't you say it?
Say it, say you love me still

I'm afraid to watch you go
Say it, why wont you say it?
Say it say you love me still

Oh, im afraid