Lyrics of No smiles on christmas

I can't remember smiles on christmas day
And even if i smile it wasn't real anyway
What i do recall is laying in the snow
And wishing i didn't have to go home
I know this isn't what you want to hear
But i'm not looking forward to christmas this year

So i sleep on it, and dream on it
And hope to find the reason on this day
That i can breakaway
And start over, but i'm not so sure
That this one will be different than the last
And i can leave all of those winters in the past

I can always tell it's coming by the way
The silence winds are growing colder everyday
And i could hear the freezing hands of time
Slowing down as people pass me by
And i know this want to hear
But i'm not looking forward to christmas this year

So i sleep on it, and dream on it
And hope to find the reason on this day
That i can breakaway
And start over, but i'm not so sure
That this one will be different than the last
And i can leave all of those winters in the past

So i sleep on it, and dream on it
And hope to find the reason on this day
That i can breakaway
And start over, but i'm not so sure
That this one will be different than the last
And i can leave all of those winters in the past