Lyrics of What the moon brings

Now you don't see me
I have closed my eyes
But now i am lost
You closed your eyes

Despair dancing in my heart
As i ran to escape my tears

I, i am alone, there is no god where i am

Rise, the memories
Now, i'm far away
Feel, it's all so useless
I, i blame life for all this

I'm jealous, coming to grief
Sometimes i'm not afraid
Sometimes i wish you my pain
And sometimes i hate

And if i was a cat
I would stare all the time
With depth in my eyes
Right into your stars

Time flashes in your eyes
Something bigger than life