Lyrics of The meaning of solitude

Punish my black heart for i have sinned.
Nail my black heart for i have sinned
Leave me alone in
This evening of despair
When nothing has the same meaning again
And this core of self-deception
Fills the pits of solitude.

Punish my black heart
For i'll sin again
With the same, old illusions
As my monodimensional guiding light.

And when everything will regain perspective,
I will finally find a meaning
To this deep grey solitude of mine.

Punish my black heart
Nail my black heart
Melt me.