Lyrics of Thinking about things

I just said i love you to a girl i haven't seen since december, i remember, she was close enough to me. now i'm growing up and throwing 'round some words to reassure, that i'll always love her, because i loved her once before. and i don't care 'cause i'm backed into a corner, and lifen's not fair, so i'm breakin' all the rules. day by day don't walk away. "you've got a good thing going on," i tell myself it's like throw it all away or stick around. around away with it i don't wanna stay with it. pass it on. be strong, hold on, not long ago and every day is the same thing, tomorrow is the same thing. i hold my head in my hand. (chorus) everything that i do, everything that i say, everything that i am, everything seems so wrong. am i dramatic or am i empathizing with myself? if it's selfish, i don't want it, but i know it too damn well to forget it. forget it. i don't want it anymore, and i just said i love you to a girl i loved before.