Lyrics of The velorium camper ii: backend of forever

Rocked silent in a soft lullaby
Panic stirred me awakened by a ringing phone in time
Where and when would i see her?
Crazy were the words that scribbled out your mouth
I stuttered replacing your face to those words

Where and when would i kill her?
I'll wish on this, i'll wish with this
I, i'll wish, to the bitter end of my day
Well, where were you?

So you had your turn and you made it work
Now i'm the laughing stock of your joke
As crazy as it may seem i cried for you
When you told me to date all of the things
That made you end up in my life
And i'll believe anything, i have no luck with girls

I overheard that you were unhappy too
Misleading trust into a relationship that makes no sense
Over and out connecticut but you had your back turned
There as you faded away at the end of my day i found out
You weren't worth what i thought of you, what i thought of you

Write this down in your diary, you abuse
Can we make plans can i just get through to you
Is this weird, do i scare her? i'll wish on this, i'll wish with this
I, i'll wish that you could share the love
You'd shared with others, with me, hey

So you had your turn and you made it work
Now i'm the laughing stock of your joke
As crazy as it may seem i cried for you
When you told me to date all of the things
That made you end up in my life
And i'll believe anything, i have no luck with girls

I overheard that you were unhappy too
Misleading trust into a relationship that makes no sense
Over and out connecticut but you had your back turned
There as you faded away at the end of my day i found out
You weren't worth what i thought of you, what i thought of you

(incomprehensible)
What i thought of you
(incomprehensible)

But this isn't love so forever let it go, forever let it burn
But this isn't love, there on the back end of forever
I wish i would never hurt again
And i wish i would never hurt again