Lyrics of Black tears

When i'm in this state of mind
I'm wishing i was blind. sometimes life is
More than pain, to me
I feel the power of my grief. death would be
Such a relief. all the secrets that i hide
Would die, with me.
Depression is my only friend. will this
Torture never end? let me carry on to
The dreamers sky.
I keep crying in my dreams.
Can you hear my endless screams?
When i fade away i fade, away.
Chorus: this fluid on my cheek, it drains me
I get weak. my heart is cold & bleak
Black blood. black tears.
Life is just a masquerade. in dept to myself,
But i can't pay. soon i'll call it all a day, away.
I've never felt what you call guilt.
I still believe "do what thou wilt"
My sorrowwill destroy the world i've built.
(chorus)