Lyrics of I really loved harold

They told me when i was little,
I'd go to heaven if i was good.
Now i'm a long way from little,
'cause i tried to find heaven,
'cause i thought that i could.
I thought that i could.

And i thought i loved harold,
And i really loved john,
I really loved alphy
I almost loved tom.
I loved them so easy,
And i loved them so free.
Now i don't think that heaven
Will wanna love me.

Hallo, song of the willow,
The dreams under my pillow,
Turned to tears that i cried.
Beauty and love are our riddle,
Never to answer, but always to try.
And, boy, did i try.

And i tried with harold,
And i tried with john.
I tried with alphy,
And almost with tom.
I left myself open,
For the whole world to see.
Now i don't think that heaven
Will wanna love me.

So i said goodbye to harold,
And goodbye to john.
Goodbye to alphy,
And goodbye to tom.
I loved them so easy,
And i loved them so free.
Now i don't think that heaven
Will wanna love me.

Oh say, can you see?
By the dawn's early light
No light will shine me