Lyrics of Dissed him

Hook
I dissed him, now i miss him
But i miss him because i dissed him
But he done me wrong and i'm not that strong
To resist him, so i kissed him
Should i have kissed him when i dissed him?
Should i have dissed him but i only miss him?
I don't really know but i'm all alone
And i miss him, i really miss him

Now that he's gone out of my life
I don't know whether to laugh or to cry
It cuts like a knife, everytime we say goodbye
I wanna die (no)
He's so deserving, but he's so self serving
He made me so mad, i know it's sad
'cause now i want him so bad
But he lied to me and he knows that that shit ain't gonna fly with me
So, i

Hook

Weeks come by, he doesn't show
I can't breathe no more and my heart is aching so
Confuse emotions in every way
And if i could have him here then i'd see better days
If he could see what he's done to me
I can't sleep and i can't eat and i'm on my knees
Begging the lord to find my love and send him back
'cause now i realize he was the apple of my eye

Hook

So what do i do?
I'm so in love with you but somethings got to change
Can't go on this way
I spent plenty nights trying to make it right
Cause i love you boy and i want you in my life
It's like a melody in a song that's haunting me
The memories of deceit makes it hard for us to be
I need a little discipline in my life
'cause my soul i won't sacrifice

Hook and ad lib