Lyrics of Fear

I have forsaken you
And all i ever felt was true
To take that step and fall
To aim beyond these walls
With hope that the stars align
To get a glimpse of my goal defined
I stare the eyes of my biggest fear
Swallow pride, i'll persevere
I fear my heart, fear my soul
I fear i'm weak, i'm fearing you, i fear the cold
That the world is yours, that i drown your shores
I fear i'm wrong that i don't belong, i fear the cold
All nights of fallen grace
All nights where i lost the trace
All i need is that single hour
Where all doubt's erased
If i could i'd crown myself each day
If i could i'd let myself know i'm okay

If i could i'd throw myself into the flames
But i fear my heart, fear my soul
I fear i'm weak, i'm fearing you, i fear the cold
That the world is yours, that i drown your shores
I fear i'm wrong and i don't belong, i fear the cold
I wish for dreamless sleep
For something that will keep all thought silent
All screams of inner fear makes control impossible
Tears me open
If i could i'd crown myself each day
If i could i'd let myself know i'm okay
If i could i'd throw myself into the flames
If i could i'd crown myself each day
If i could i'd let myself know i'm okay
If i could i'd throw myself into the flames
But i fear my heart, fear my soul
I fear i'm weak, i fear i'm wrong, i fear the cold
That the world is yours, that i drown your shores
I fear i'm wrong and i fear the cold