Lyrics of I am not

I am not smooth
I am not soft
I am not angry or mean
I'm just a little shut off
Shut off like the answer no
Or like the way water never holds
I want to be
Better than i am
Oh yes i want to need
Nothing but your hands
'cause mine are so weak
My body it wants to move in
It wants to move in
And your ankles are so strong
I have seen you kick when you swim
You kick when you swim
This time i know
Yeah this time i know
That i am not wrong
So dry and cracked
My heart is set back
Yeah just like the moon
When it's a silver resting on its back
I will not say
Just exactly how i feel
Because all of the answers
Have yet to be revealed
My body it wants to move in
It wants to move in
And your ankles are so strong
I have seen you kick when you swim
You kick when you swim
This time i know
Yeah this time i know
That i am not wrong
'cause patience is stronger
Than any kiss
And oh how i wonder
If we're ever going to make it
Are we ever going to make it