Lyrics of An apology

This is what i know,
The canopy loss of our home
Is a far cry, while i'm away.

Tethered to finding a rope,
We walk in precarious ways.
And go alone at night
To misery's bed.
In misery's bed, we stay.

So far away

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Here in the tremble and pulse,
With the rush and the weight of the world.
I am a cannibal, known,
Begging the lashes to break.

You find me awake in a dream,
A scream in the dark, so it seems.
Or is that just how it leaves?
The shadow i cast now the breeze.

So far away

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So this is how it goes,
With the loss of our canopy home.
That falls with the leaves from the trees,
As we pass.

And i wasn't there in the last,
But i was surely there from the first.
Here, in my chest where you burst,
I keep the crush
And the weight of the world.

So far away