Lyrics of Darkest days

Pulling down toxins from the atmosphere
Making all of my decisions based on fear
I never even cared about what i could be
I declared a private war on authority
I got what you need because i'm a bad seed
I'm running on adrenaline and living on greed
I'm tired of being, i'm sick of my scene
I'm looking for the end or a place where i can finally come clean

Because i remember one time something to live for
Now so long ago
Faces always are changing
Lies and disguise for the things we know
One time something to live for
Somehow i lost my way
Those times i pissed away now
Echo in my darkest days

Walking everyday thinking that i know best
Wearing my contempt like a bullet-proof vest
On my way i'm going to make it all mine
Rolling in the gutter just to kill some time
But i was dead wrong and now it's all gone
I won't become the fool that i've abused for so long
The line's played out and i've got to get back
Chase away the negative and throw away the useless track

Because i remember one time something to live for
Now so long ago
Faces always are changing
Lies and disguise for the things we know
One time something to live for
Somehow i lost my way
Those times i pissed away now
Echo in my darkest days

I've seen things i hope i never see again
(there's another place to fall)
I don't want to have to bury any more friends
(there's another friend to call)
Living on the edge of a sign of our times
(there's a world beyond yourself)
Dying in the wreckage we create with our crimes
(there are those who tried to help)

Because i remeber one time something to live for
Now so long ago
Faces always are changing
Lies and disguise for the things we know
One time something to live for
Somehow i lost my way
Those times i pissed away now
Echo in my darkest days