Lyrics of Far behind

All i need is a walking cane, to guide me on my way.
A hat to push away the rain, that would be okay.
Starting over to begin, i'm standing here to strong.
I never thought i'd ever see it all...
I stand to tall, but i shrink away,
I never thought i'd feel as good as the way i feel today.
So i'll run away, 'cause things aren't quite going my way.
Run away from yesterday, tomorrow we'll be free.
I slipped today but that's okay, i need a new routine.
Those who live and those who die,
Shining like the sun, all trying to peak over the wall...
I stand to tall, but i shrink away,
I never thought i'd feel as good as the way i feel today.
(chorus) when i turned on mtv,
I saw just what i wanted to be.
But that was yesterday and things aren't quite going my way...