Lyrics of New deep

I'm so alive
I'm so enlightened
I can barely survive
A night in my mind
I've got a plan
I'm gonna find out just how boring i am
And have a good time
'cause ever since i tried
Trying not to find
Every little meaning in my life
It's been fine
I've been cool
With my new golden rule
Numb is the new deep
Done with the old me
And talk is the same cheap it's been
Is there a god?
Why is he waiting?
Don't you think of it odd
When he knows my address?
And look at the stars
Don't it remind you
Just how feeble we are?
Well it used to, i guess
'cause ever since i tried

Trying not to find
Every little meaning in my life
It's been fine
I've been cool
With my new golden rule
Numb is the new deep
Done with the old me
And talk is the same cheap it's been
I'm a new man
I wear a new cologne and
You wouldn't know me
If your eyes were closed
I know what you'll say
"this won't last longer than
The rest of the day"
But you're wrong this time, you're wrong
Numb is the new deep
Done with the old me
I'm over the analyzing
Tonight
Stop trying to figure it out
Deep will only bring you down
You know, i used to be the back porch poet with a book of rhymes
Always open knowing all the time i'm probably
Never gonna find the perfect rhyme
For heavier things