Lyrics of Me vs the world

Sometimes i try not to hate myself
For everything i never said
When you were here
And so i'm burning up photographs
Of what was a perfect past
'cause i'm still here
But i'm barely holding on

Where did i go wrong
Choking on the difference
Between me and the world
And ever since you've been gone
I've been torn apart
I know that you can't hear me but
I'm still hurt
And i wish you were here

It's so hard that i try to bury it
Pretend that you didn't exist
So i can be strong
But i feel sick
And i feel diseased
'cause everyone abandons me
And i can't move along
'cause i'm barely holding on

Where did i go wrong
Choking on the difference
Between me and the world
And ever since you've been gone
I've been torn apart
I know that you can't hear me but
I'm still hurt
And i wish you were here

I can not pretend you didn't exist
Misery is just a state of mind
Hiding from the world's no way to live
So i'll convince myself that i'll be fine
I'll be fine
But since i lost you i'm barely holding on

Where did i go wrong
Choking on the difference between
Me and the world
And ever since you've been gone
I've been torn apart
I know that you can't hear me but
I'm still hurt

So i look up to the stars
And wonder out loud
Why everything i had in life
Has fallen from my arms
Can you even hear this song?
I'm screaming at the clouds
Screaming to a galaxy
That never cared at all
That i need you here