Lyrics of All to myself

I don't patronize, i realize
I'm losing and this is my real life
I'm half asleep and i'm wide awake
This habit is always so hard to break

I don't wanna be the bad guy
Been blaming myself and i think you know why
I'm killing time and times killing you
Every way that i do

Did you say please just follow me?
I thought you wanted me 'cause i want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up, i just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else

Please just follow me
I thought you wanted me 'cause i want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up, i just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else

I'm under the gun, you're like the only one
I just can't decide what i'm running from
This isn't what i wanted but
I can't keep my filthy fucking mouth shut

It's not enough, it's never enough
And i wish i could breathe without getting it stuck
Can't focus it but i try it over and over again

Did you say please just follow me?
I thought you wanted me 'cause i want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up, i just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else

Please just follow me
I thought you wanted me 'cause i want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up, i just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else

Please just follow me
I thought you wanted me 'cause i want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up, i just can't suck it up
Make me feel like

Did you say please just follow me?
I thought you wanted me 'cause i can't stay with someone else
I try and suck it up, i just keep fucking up
I want you all to myself

Did you say please just follow me?
I thought you wanted me 'cause i want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up, i just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else