Lyrics of Decided to break it

All the concrete, words around here
I'm the bad seed, i think i swallowed it whole
You're the compromise that never falls through
Never left behind, wanna a break down

A thousand promises that never seemed to help me before
A hundred less and i would stumble till i found the back door
Nothing left to think, i'll probably sit around and ignore
The apathy it always leads me

And all the broken hearts that hang around here
All the sick things that make you pull out your hair
All the bad dreams, yeah, all the nightmares
All the apathy is always sticking it in

And that's when i decided to break it